As he was setting out on a journey, a man ran up and knelt before him, and asked him, ‘Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?’ Jesus said to him, ‘Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: “You shall not murder; You shall not commit adultery; You shall not steal; You shall not bear false witness; You shall not defraud; Honour your father and mother.” ’ He said to him, ‘Teacher, I have kept all these since my youth.’ Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said, ‘You lack one thing; go, sell what you own, and give the money* to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.’ When he heard this, he was shocked and went away grieving, for he had many possessions. Then Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, ‘How hard it will be for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!’ Mark 10:17-23
Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it. Matthew 16:24-25
As he looked up, Jesus saw the rich putting their gifts into the temple treasury. He also saw a poor widow put in two very small copper coins. “I tell you the truth,” he said, “this poor widow has put in more than all the others. All these people gave their gifts out of their wealth; but she out of her poverty put in all she had to live on.” Luke 21:1-4
Within many churches these days we have entered the non-liturgical yet very real season of stewardship, a time when we examine our lives and consider our offerings to God. I must admit that I always struggle with a sense of guilt during this time of the year, and it has more to do with reading the Bible than it does with considering my annual pledge to the Church. You see, in stewardship season, letters are sent to your home, sermon series are preached, and particular ministries are highlighted in worship that need our financial support. We provide easy-to-read cards to break down our giving into anything from 1% to a max of a genuine tithe of 10%. All-in-all it is done with tact as the church tries not to appear “after your money.” People make modest requests and expect a modest response. I’m good with all this tact and modesty, but my struggle comes when I read the Bible.
To introduce this post I quoted several Bible verses and stories that come to mind for me during stewardship season. The story of the rich young man, the call to discipleship Jesus makes to the apostles, and the praise Jesus offers a poverty-stricken widow who puts all she owns into an offering to God. Jesus’ words in these situations are hardly modest and frankly not tactful. Jesus isn’t interested in making the life of faith easily digestable or congruent with the other parts of our lives that lay claim to us. And so here is where I struggle.
What financial pledge can possibly be enough? I’m left wondering with the prophet Micah, “With what shall I come before the Lord, and bow myself before God on high? Shall I come before him with burnt-offerings, with calves a year old? Will the Lord be pleased with thousands of rams, with tens of thousands of rivers of oil? Shall I give my firstborn for my transgression, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul?” What could I possibly offer God that could in any way acknowledge and honor the creator of the universe who showed us love in the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus?
The other issue has to do with competing allegiances. There is a dream in our culture, a story which shapes our lives. Even in its most modest forms it says, “You should be saving to buy a house, putting money away for retirement, making sure the kids can go to college,” and so forth. We see this story lived out around us. This is what happiness is about, having enough, being secure, living in safety. It is this story that runs through my head and prevents me from giving more fully and with greater generosity. If I give this much, then my safety and security are in question…
Leaving me to wonder, where have I put my faith? Do I trust in the Gospel which lays claim to all I have? Do I trust the God I know in Jesus Christ to care for God’s world and for me individually? Am I willing to give up my wealth and security and safety for the sake of my lord?
In addition to scripture, I also remember a wise Sunday School teacher’s words during stewardship season, “The sooner you realize what you have is a gift from God and isn’t yours to begin with, then the easier it is to give it back to God.” And this too is the gospel, this too is grace. Our culture may tell us that we are self-made and self-sufficient, but our faith tells us that we are made in the image of God and we depend on God for everything. To have any blessings, then, is an act of grace, an undeserved gift from God.
And so we must give, not out of guilt or shame. We don’t give to prove that Jesus is our Lord and not our wealth or financial security. We give our money in gratitude to God for God’s grace which we have known in Jesus Christ. We can never repay God for that gift, no amount of money could do that, but we can offer our whole selves. We can trust in God’s story, in the good news of the Gospel which will not let us down, that God is working to redeem the world and those of us who know God in Jesus Christ serve God’s mission in thankful giving. Happy stewardship!
Were the whole realm of nature mine,
That were a present far too small;
Love so amazing, so divine,
Demands my soul, my life, my all.